holiday

started holiday 3days ago,today is monday , 1st of june
im at my mum's house currently,with my sis
well, everything is going smoothly, till that dad call and ask me to go to tuition,skip just once or twice wont keep me far apart from my studies,i wonder why his mind was so old-minded..
just only know how to disturb and giving me stress,well,no matter how im NOT going home tomorrow..
6th of june,will b going out to sg wang again,hope nothing goes wrong before then....
last saturday went to puteri ampang for their chinese society,saw jie ning and KQ..for...just awhile..
suddenly feel like anything im doing, there will b a blockage..
im so tired of it...so tired..
things can b gone so easily,chances might b gone without a trace leaving nothing
and yet , i keep on losing and losing it all..
still feel so lonely in my world after so much things happened in my life..
feel so numb for now..cant even feel a single thing..
issit so tough ? issit so hard ? issit so disappoint?
yes, it is..everything that is tough, u try hard to overcome it,but in the end..it is filled with disappointment..
my sis is almost same like me,walking in the shadows,living a doppelganger life
no1 would understand..no1 would...